Argghh..urGhhh..eeeKK...Dats wat im feeling rite now

I mish atok...He's mind is soo clear today..He can speak clearly n im sooo touch huhu~ but poor thing today his urine's full of blood...Wonder y...

Mish Fazli too dun ask y i juz mish him...

Today my lecturer piss me off again...Everyday lar the same...HOw can u work when there's sumone beside u buzzing ur ear off n keep on telling ur wrong...HELLO! when the hell am i goin to b right...My job is gonna be soo much pleasent if she's GONE...Tomoro afternn shift boringgggg...

Mummy says i can go for my oac camp on fri weee~ but then i think think back better dont go larr since abng Hairul is getting married...As a gd lil cuzin i should b at his big day...But then i wanna goooo...life full of choices...im soo sad...

Dear being cruel today by not msging me...u see lahh...i hate u seyyy

The loneliness

Im sitting here
Thinking bout
How im gon-na do without
You around in my life and how am I
I gon' get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well girl im not alright
Feel out of place and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind

So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again

I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here its clear to see
There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life

So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time, so lonely)
Oh let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again