Nowwwwwwww is the right time to blog.... Know why because i have not been blogging for a longggggg time n THUS ppl had not been reading THUS ppl started to beleive ive stop blogging THUS privacy is all mine... But ya i knoe its still stupid cause ppl will browse in eventually..
I miss my besties really truly...Andd i knoe ive negleted them which i dunno y...y ah?mayb bcoz of Aufi no not mayb IT IS bcoz of Aufi...N no dearest im never in a honey moon period eventhough we may seem like...i never like talking about my relationship to anyone be it the biggest problem ever...Its just my nature i guess keeping stuffs to myself...
IM always trying to save my relationship juz hoping n praying everyday dat nutink will come between us...Dat is y i have been spending alot of time wit him making him happy always making sure he doesnt trigger any anger...Im not saying that im not happy being with him i am indeed very happy, he does pamper n shower me love all the time but its just that somtimes he really make me sad...He lied to me he kept secrets from me bt he doesnt know that i knoe about all this... I just cant bear to tell him to stop mistreating... i dunwan fights anymore i hate querrels i hate it when he bombared me with crude words...Still i love him soo much im juz too close to him too close to his family his friends he is apart of me... even my parents acknowledge him...
How can i let him go just like dat...But it seems that deep in me i want to
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