i cant sleep thinking,I knoe things will be goin to be perfectly fine being quite alone for awhile.well for a start i FINALLY manage to finish the whole season of gossipgirl..

told myself its ok i haf frens whom i knoe i can depend on.. bt ya who am i kidding coz i got to always remind myself that keeping things to myself n being ignorant is not gg solve any problems...i hated it soo much when people lie right in my face n laugh abt it after all is done the blame is being push back to me...n things at hm isnt any good when my own relatives keeps on taking advantages of my parents, my family..8k is not a small amount to my family n for my parents to sacrifise n fork out that sum of money is a big deal n the least u could do is to come down to my house personaly n thank them bt it seems like u juz forget abt it,my parents too haf alot of responsibilities not only u, i am still schooling my grandmother is sick the maids salary the bills the car the motorbike everythingggg n i swear if my family is gg down ill make sure ur family goes dwn too...i donno how bt well ill find ways

im blabbering im just frustrated fucking sad dat my problems all had to come at a same time. but me being me on monday ull see me jumping n smilling in school like nuting happened

BUT right now all i am looking forward is for bestfren to come home on thursday coz wat i really need now is her, fuck care everything n lets go party